Inspired By Me!!
I Woke Up From My Sleep But This
Time The Mobile Didn’t Wake Me Up. It Was My Conscious That Woke Me Up. I Am
Happy & Confident That I Will Achieve Something Great That My Parents &
Friends Would Be Proud About Me. I Haven’t Done Anything, I Haven’t Prepared
Anything, All I Believe Is I Will Do Someday Something That My Parents Would Be
Proud Enough To Say My Name. I Am Sick, My Ears Bleed, I Feel Giddy Sometimes
Of The Day Yet I Walk On My Own Strength, “Worried, Cried, Begged, Shattered”
This Was Me. The Day I Woke Up I Felt I Am Going To Travel To The Next World
Since I Couldn’t Move Myself I Couldn’t
Reach Myself To The Mobile Phone Next To Me. The Moment I Picked Up Some
Courage & Said Even If I Die Now I Am Ready, I Am Good To Go, Worrying!! Crying!!
Not Going To Give Me Life. I Closed My Eyes Went Back To Sleep Assuming Myself
That I Am Going To Be No More Just With A Shed Of Tear Out Of My Near End. I
Started Dreaming About What All I Have Missed, What All I Have Done Bad,
Recollected Memories All One By One In My Mind Wondering About What Have I Done
So Far. I Found Myself To Be Zero A Very Big ZERO. That Moment I Recited A Line
From my Heart In My Native Tamil Language
“ Un Kaiyai Nambi Endrum
Poraadu,
Un Vazhkai Vetri Endrum Kaanume,
ThozhiVi Unnai Vaatum Pothu Thuvandu Pogathe,
Vetri Unnai Nerungum Pothu Perumai Kollathe”.
“Fight Trusting In You, Your
life Will Be Glorious,
Never Shatter When You Fail, Never Be Proud When You Succeed”.
I Slept Repeating These Lines
All Over Again, It Was Afternoon I Stood Up From My Bed Thinking About Everything
I Underwent In The Past, The Boxing Match, Surgeries, Dismissal From College, Health
Issues, Hospitals, Treatment, Tablets, Restless Nights, Restricted Life Habits.
I Made Up My Mind Started Walking Through The Future Cleansing All My Thoughts
About What’s Going To Happen Next, I Wanted To Live For The Short Future That I
Am Going To Live In. Tears Rolled Down
Through My Eyes Never Cared To Wipe My Tears I Left My Thinking Roll On What I Have
Gone Through.
To Be Continued...
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To Be Continued...
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